1 year 1 day later Chester :(

Voice of an angel

 Scream like a devil

Game Of Thrones is an obsession

In case its not obvious I love this show a little bit too much.

I understand I cross the line when I told my wife to insert Reign of Castamere in our church wedding audio file. 

Millennials

We often try to look pass the systematic oppression and we even try to assimilate with the dominant culture but the core of it is lost.

Often times we do think of what we can do to change the status quo, so we go online and try to appeal to our followers on social media, it makes us feel as if we have a voice.

We are very solutions oriented, just talking about problem without a clear way to solve it isn't appealing, we try to run away from the problem in front of us and the fact that the other adults are so divided gave us mental anguish.


~Randall Barnes

Depression is real

People think depression is sadness, crying or dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb.

Chester Bennington the Voice of God

Your voice were there during some of the toughest part of my life.

I took Linkin Park for granted, thinking they would be there years to come, believing there are few more awesome songs in them.

Thought we could go to their concert when I'm much older. I was wrong... yet again. (shocker)

                            

He has a very clean image and were always so cheerful, he masked the depression so well that I could've never had guess that he was suffering. Listening to the words now, I guess, he was suffering all along.

                            


I really look up to him, I wanted to look like him. I grow up influenced by his image,  button earing & tattoos (plan of it anyway) .

RIP Chester, 21 July 2017, took his life on his Chris Cornell bday

I finally know what they call me, and I couldn't have agreed more

Kind of addicted to Nina Simone at the moment

Few years later...

Its been sometime now  since the last blog post (13 March 2011). Thats 2324 days
Or 6 years, 4 months, 10 days.

I've made new friends, lost a few, and there are those just in limbo.

Nobody seems to be blogging anymore, we are all so busy with life.

So much has changed since the last I posted....

1. The most significant is that I'm married now, LOL, someone accepted me unconditionally, my good and my bad.

14 January 2017

Our first Dance as Man and Wife

2. I'm no longer in Melaka... not even in Malaysia. I'm now working in Singapore :)

I was with Samsung for 4 years and now jump ship to 🍎  for about a year now, its been fun. In Samsung, meet allot of people who treats me like I'm family, felt so comfortable that I was there for 3 years longer than initially plan.

They even travel all the way to Melaka just for our wedding.

The best part of staying in Singapore is our housemates, so adorable I'm gonna die

 3. I went to Japan few years back with my brother Selvan and then GF(now wife) Sandra. We were at the Kanto(Tokyo) region. I made a promise to come back and explore the Kansai (Kyoto, Osaka, Kobe, Nara) region, and thats what I did for our Honeymoon. Thats a blog post on its own I believe.

4.  Went to Coldplay concert with my best friend a week before the trip to Japan. The strange thing here is that we made a promise to each other that for my honeymoon, I will check where Coldplay would hahis concert and we will both fly there, then we will meet up for the concert and I will continue my Honeymoon. This is wayyy before Coldplay announced their Asia Tour. We didn't get our ticket until the week before the concert date. Pheeww, so lucky.

 We made new friends from the moment we started queuing until after the concert. 

5. Got promoted twice in my current job less then a year working, thats good.

6. We went to Marina Bay Sands right after the wedding for a short honeymoon, spend all day in the infinity pool and Jacuzzi.

Look at the size of the room, the bedroom and toilet is not in this picture!!

2017 has been really great, ohh, other then the fact that DONALD TRUMP IS THE PRESIDENT AND CHESTER BENNINGTON COMMITTED SUICIDE 2 DAYS AGO.

Everything else seems good. Ohh yeah, Jibby still PM.

I really miss schooling days, I miss my friends. Seems everybody is busy doing their own thing.
They did make a plan to meet up, for a holiday together, but its really hard to get the off time from work that fits.
Living? Trying to "make it big" somewhere else in the world.


I really hope I will update this blog more frequently.

I lost count of the times i wake up middle of the night crying because i miss the time u will sleep under my bed,

the time u will beg for food while im eating ,

the time u will follow mom whenever she walk,

the time i see u sleep

miss every time u will be there welcoming me even before i reach the front gate.....

every time u let me sleep near u on the floor...

I miss that 1 time u lick my tears and make me laugh and forget of all my problems

Bad dog...u leave me on the worst possible time.....i really need u now

Allot of things i need to tell u

The world will see my smile....masking everything else beneath

Hidup kena Enjoy!!!

Confirm the best semester ever ended with confirm one of the best holiday I ever had. Some of the things happen this semester:

1. My fb page appear on lecturers slide and it was plan by lecturer himself.

2. My name appear on midterm paper as a question that relates to SM(strategic management) thats the answer.

3. Ch n Pat ♥♥♥♥♥

4. Trip to istana budaya

5. My 2 diff Birthday surprises...damn grateful to Ch, Pat, Jess, Anusha, Rach and many others

6. Prank a whole classroom and get away with it as its our final project for Theatre.

7.Moviessssss

8. Dreambox and jetty

9. Food.....too many to list

10. Kayaking

11. Pats Durian farm.....all you can eat FTW

Hope every semester after this will be the same or more fun then this!!!! Then holiday comes (as usual skip the exam weeks)

1. Went for Iron Man+ Naan+ McD combo the day exam finish

2. Left for genting the day after exam finish....won RM100++..There is an uncle who bought chips for RM400, at 1 point he got like about RM800.....then when we cash out time...he left RM0...lost it all. We spent our winning (2 person won 100++) on peach cocktail and ordered in Kenny Rogers and Vietnam Food and soo many food while watching Lin Dan Vs Chong Wei for Thomas Cup on bed.......if not for winning in gambling I would have hated that day!!!!

3. Jonker till sien

4. more movies

5. More Dreambox with MMU n F6 frens

6. Paling cun is FREE FLOW ALCOHOL+ ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFET at EQ last Sunday n Sunday....FOC damn it

7. Another trip to KL the next weekend

8. Pool + Gym + Swimming at Rivera Hotel

9. Wesak Walk

Still have this last week, hope to finish reading The case of Christ......and do more relaxing activities

The stupid things that happen when Exam season

Yesterday a girl wish me happy birthday..... but Its few days after my birthday...

So I replied, "Your mothers birthday lahh today!!!!"

Today she saw me and wished...."Happy Mothers day"

WTF.

Finals and Holidaysssss Ahead

Its that time of the year again where Finals is too near for anybody to be online. Good luck to all!!!!

The good news is after finals........3days 2 nights at GENTING. Best part is the timing is so perfect cos I will be 21 by then....Its the year of the Black Jacks...the year to gamble. I think i want to cash out all of my PTPTN loan and gamble it all.....sounds like a good idea riteeeeee

Then can pay off PTPTN and have fun with the winning or risk crash and burn. Greatness is achieve by taking huge risk.

LOL...the dumb things I think about when too stressful.

Parents

Even the man on the moon disappear,
somewhere over the stratosphere.

Tell my mother tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise, this is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry I'm just saying
Sometimes good bye is the second chance
Heressss my chance

THIS IS MY CHANCEEEEEEEEE

Nice song that got nothing to do with my life, I have SUPER understanding parents. One thing that I cant thank god enough.

Bolehland

Let's knock ourselves on the head as this is our beloved Bolehland where anything is possible! A submarine that cannot dive. Aeroplanes with no engines. A Mongolian murdered in Malaysia but immigration has no records of her entry. Proton name but Mitsubishi engine. 1Malaysia, 2Rules. And the list goes on and on

Its that time of the year again.

Time to play a game.

Dont click on the link bellow, contained adult material.

I promised you not to worry, no ghost screaming or anything like that.

18sx part comes in, only view if above 18 years old!!! Budak2 Ribena.

BEST PORN EVER!!!!

Trust me there is always a reason(something worth watching) if i post somethng like this!!!!

How Christians will retaliate

A post i want to share, from malaysiakini

by: Edwin John

Yes, the Christians are retaliating.

The Sunday after the attacks, they gathered in churches all across the country, as they do every week.

Not to plot but to pray. Not to make fire-bombs but to offer forgiveness.

If you had thought that Christians were going to take to the streets shouting slogans and bearing banners, you would have thought wrong. If the perpetrators had hoped for bloodshed, they would have been sadly disappointed.

If you could take a peek into any church, you will find that those gathered in there are not scheming to drag a bloody pig head towards the nearest mosque.

Neither are they conspiring to find ways to confuse followers of other religions, even if those people have a weak faith so as to be so easily led away.

In fact, I know of one church pastor who told his congregation that Sunday morning, that he wanted to stand alongside a Muslim community to help erect a mosque.

Instead of fighting fire with fire, they fight back by freely forgiving. Instead of seeking revenge, they respond in love by praying for their attackers.

What kind of people are these anyway?

Rantings

I just woke up from my afternoon nap and this is how i feel, bear with me , its not always i feel stoned and wants to write something (without any jokes).

Its Friday and the only thing i miss is when in from 6 where some frens will gather after Wan Sim's tuition and go pasar malam malim. MMU students are too rich for pasar malam it seems. Somehow it feels so empty as though theres nothing going on, nothing to look up too, and nothing to aspect. That mellow feeling shud be how girls feel once every month. It could simply be that i just came out of my short 3 weeks holiday and i didnt get enough rest, and now my brain is just too tired of the cramming first week of class.

In MMU it seems like the first week is the most important/ stressful week and if u skip it surely shit like no groups will occur. And theres the typical Chinese nerds who put so much important to CGPA that they would backstab their so call frens. Its fun to watch, thats what we did actually, look at them like its a drama in class. Thank god my group of friends stayed together and shit like this don't happen much.

At this point i feel much better so here is a joke by Pat and Chi Heng...or is it Rach or Daryl??.....or from Kelvin is it??

How to wake Lady Gaga???

ans: Poke her Face

This is a Canosa Convent girl, Anak Melaka woi!!! She made a CD and very soon will become a famous artist.

Whats so special today??

Whose that pokemon

Aggymon

Paparazy

Tak tahan kena ejek she take my pict pulak

Shud be the only shot that reach acceptable standard

Hwi Ying.... your pictures nextttttt

**Click to enlarge**

Like something wrong or i got too famous.

Hack a condom!!!

Here's 5 cool things you can do with an ordinary condom, including the Condom Shotgun!

6th use: Put in your penis, fuck a girl, and don't have kids!! Yeahhhhh

AVATARIZE YOURSELF

From muka tenuk become muka beruk.... Agnes hair also lose!!! Im LOVING IT!!!!

Best New Year Prediction Ever

Taurus Outlook for 2010

Taurus

4/20 – 5/20

Year 2010 Overview

Taurus always gets tagged with things like "pleasure-seeking" and "materialistic." That's probably unfair, in most cases. You're just as good at dishing out the pleasure as you are at seeking it, and who doesn't like a few nice things around? Sadly, there's been just too much struggle in your life the last couple of years when it comes to those two very important parts of your life. Thankfully, 2010 marks the end of that long uphill struggle. Your pleasurable pursuits have been a little more restricted than you'd like over the course of the last two years or so. That's over with now, so ... game on!

The big events this year will not so much be a matter of major happenings as they will be things that have been in the works and are slowly revealing themselves. In the last two years, you've put a lot of work into what makes you happy, while Saturn transited your solar Fifth House. Now that those pressures are finally being relieved, you'll find you are finally gaining traction. Certainly, your love life and your career will feel the difference, but beyond that you'll notice things going a lot better in other departments of your life. You may have already noticed some of these changes starting to kick in; the real results start happening around your birthday in 2010.